"Should not cry today, chin up dearself." she said, just to ease herself. She went to bathroom and get ready for school. Choosed to wear long sleeve; just to cover her bruised arms.
School seems like too plain; without him. Friends were all there to cheer her up but that kind of urge wanting him to be with her made her felt like she lost hope. Bruises and scars on hands starting to feel hurt. She left, went to washroom just to ensure the bruises and scars didnt get worse and could be seen by others. Then, she walked out of the washroom and went to her crowd of friends. She saw him. Heart got fluterred but he didn't feel the same, for sure. Eyes met eyes; and the memories were all played smoothly in her mind. She then realised they weren't together anymore. She quickly looked away and went to her friends. School ended, she went for lunch with her friends. Then she went home.
That "eyes met eyes" scene played without even asked. She couldnt help herself anymore and she cried. Songs being played on and on. Being repeated. Same. Song. The song that brings memories between them. Gosh, tears rolled on her cheeks as fast as the rain out of the window. She missed him; and she couldnt even help herself anymore. She quickly grab her phone and all photos taken together being companion.
And she finally slept with phone on her chest; displaying their photo together, and with tears stain; again on her cheeks.
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